I don't know why I'm doing this, nobody is seeing these posts but somehow it's like a discipline I want to keep practicing so here we go. What do you want? I ran across that question yesterday. Seems harmless right? But in terms of your big life questions, what do you want? If you'd read my journals you'd see I often pray about wanting more of Jesus, wanting him to guide me, lead me, hold me, and show me the way. Today, as I sit here I have to ask myself if that is truly what

I want to understand things more fully. I want to be a sage, but I am way too impulsive for wisdom, to enticed by romantic ideals, by the lastest and greatest and distracted by a good beat. I've also watched way too much television. LORD, I'm late. I need to go and do all my things so I can get to work. I don't want to to. I'm tired. I want more out of today than rushing around, trying to keep up. I'm a two-year-old hiding in a 56-year old body. I want to throw a tantrum. I

WWJDIHWM What Would Jesus Do If He Were Me? John Mark Comer asks this question in his book "Practicing the Way." I like it. LORD, What would you do today as an almost 57-year-old, post-menopausal woman? As a wife of 35 years? As a mother of three adult children who are very different and who are navigating a digital, changing-every-second, chaotic world? As a grandma of the most precious little girl and a soon-to-be-born baby boy? Oh and then there is work. What would you do